I used to think the “spark” meant something.

You know—that electric jolt when someone walks into the room, and your stomach flips and your brain starts spinning in stories. I used to chase that feeling like it meant fate, like it meant I was supposed to lean in.

But that spark?

That was just my nervous system reacting to danger.

It was my body picking up on a pattern I’d known before—chaos.

Unpredictability. Codependency. Pain.

What I know now—after years of self-work, therapy, energy healing, inner child shadow diving, and real-life heartbreak—is this:

I will know I’ve met the right person when my nervous system feels calm.

Like, settled in my body calm.

Like, I’m not replaying our last text message ten times.

Like, I don’t have to perform, overgive, or guess what they’re thinking.

Like, I can breathe deeper when they’re around.

They don’t activate me.

Have you ever wondered why some people manifest wealth seemingly overnight while others, despite affirming, visualizing, and scripting, feel like they’re getting nowhere? Maybe you’ve watched The Secret or followed popular manifestation coaches and thought, “Why isn’t this working for me?”

Here’s the download I just received loud and clear:

Every soul has a unique plan for how wealth will find them.

It’s not a one-size-fits-all journey. Wealth is your birthright—but the route you take to receive it is written into your soul’s plan before you ever arrived here.

For some, wealth appears as an unexpected inheritance.

For others, it’s through stocks, passive income, building a business, or slow and steady career growth.

And for many—especially healers, creatives, and lightworkers—they are quite literally meant to be paid to exist.

Let that sink in: You are allowed to receive money simply for being you, for sharing your light, your voice, your gift.I

Let’s get real for a second.

The weight you’re trying to lose?

It might not be about carbs.

It might be about grief.

About anger.

About shame.

About all the things you’ve buried so deep you forgot they were even there.

I know that sounds harsh, but hear me out.

When we carry emotional pain that hasn’t been processed, acknowledged, or released, our body holds onto it. Physically. Energetically. Literally.

Your emotional problems can become the weight you can’t lose.

When something in my life feels off, I literally cannot tolerate it. Like… my whole body rejects it. It doesn’t matter if it’s a job, a vibe, a relationship, or even a cluttered drawer—if it doesn’t feel peaceful, I feel physically unwell. I think it stems back to being in a full body cast at the age of two. I had no control over what was happening, and that experience must’ve wired me to never settle for discomfort again.

Once upon a time, there was a little girl named Chloe who had magical hips.

They weren’t like everyone else’s hips. Hers needed extra care to help her walk, run, dance, and play.

But Chloe didn’t mind.

She was born with something even better than perfect hips.

She was born with sparkle in her soul.

When she was just two years old, doctors placed her in a big white cast that covered her from chest to toes.

She couldn’t walk.

She couldn’t bend.

She had a bar between her legs.

She had to lie down most of the day.

Most people would cry or feel scared.

But not Chloe.

Chloe thought, “What if this is actually kind of fun?”

Most people wouldn’t associate hip dysplasia, body casts, and medical traction with joy—but I do. I was just two years old when I had surgery for hip dysplasia. I spent six weeks in a full-body cast and another six weeks in traction, lying down for 23 hours a day. While that sounds like the beginning of a painful story, for me, it was the beginning of a powerful spiritual lesson.

I actually loved the whole experience.

There was a bar between my legs, and I loved to hang upside down with it. I was too heavy to carry, so my family pulled me around in a wagon—and I absolutely loved it. In a Crystal Dreaming session I remember the feeling of being stuck when I first woke up in the cast, and being absolutely terrified, but I adapted quickly. That deep discomfort—of being physically unable to move—left an imprint on my soul. I hated feeling stuck. And to this day, I absolutely cannot stand it.

But spiritually? It was so much more than just a physical challenge. It was an initiation. An initiation to my superpowers.

Everything—your body, your thoughts, your emotions—is made of energy. When that energy gets stuck, heavy, or blocked, it doesn’t just disappear. It builds. It settles. It whispers, then screams. It can show up as chronic pain, random health issues, or the same emotional cycles playing out again and again.

What a lot of people don’t realize is that this energy doesn’t always start with us. Sometimes it’s carried across lifetimes or passed down through our bloodline.

Our Bodies Remember What the Mind Forgets

I’ve always known, deep in my bones (and confirmed by my guides), that illness isn’t just physical—it’s emotional and spiritual too. One example that has always stuck with me is breast cancer, which I’ve heard over and over in the spirit world is tied to severe, unhealed grief. The kind of grief that never got to breathe. The kind that gets buried, then passed down generation after generation.

Have you ever heard of “Your Body Keeps Score?” Because it truly does. Not only does your body act as a receipt, so does your soul.

For most of my life, I lived in survival mode—hustling, panicking over bills, and chasing money just to “make it.” It felt normal… until one day, I realized it wasn’t. I saw that hustling was actually what was keeping me broke.

I would say yes to jobs when I was already drained, and the next day I’d be too foggy to create or build the life I knew I was destined for. Fear of bills kept me on a hamster wheel I desperately wanted to step off.

Until I decided enough was enough.

For as long as I can remember, I dreamed of living a wealthy life—until I actually worked for billionaires. Suddenly, my entire perception of wealth and power shattered. I witnessed unlimited freedom, unchecked influence, and behaviors that left me wondering:

Is this the price of wealth?

The billionaires I encountered were anything but spiritual, which made me question everything I thought I knew. For a while, I believed money must be inherently “bad.” But eventually, a deeper truth emerged: money is spiritual.

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